– By Doreen Marshall, Ph.D
Valor Technical Cleaning supports families on their worst days. By partnering with local groups and organizations to help prevent suicide and help families grieve when a suicide occurs, we strive to be more than just a cleaning service when a suicide, homicide, or unattended death occurs. We offer the Valor Voice which has resources for grieving families and much more. Below is a great article by Doreen Marshall, Ph.D., AFSP Vice President of Mission Engagement on the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention
“International Survivors of Suicide Loss Day, also known as Survivor Day, takes place each year on the Saturday before American Thanksgiving, with virtual and in-person events in communities everywhere.
As I approach this year’s International Survivor of Suicide Loss Day, which takes place on the Saturday before American Thanksgiving, with virtual and in-person events in communities everywhere, I am reflecting on my journey through suicide grief that started twenty-five years ago, when my fiancé at the time died by suicide. As a psychologist who now works in suicide prevention, there were things that my grief journey taught me that my formal education couldn’t have. I have learned that while grief is hard, you do survive it and that there is a loving community of suicide loss survivors and professionals who will meet you on your grief journey.
If you are reading this, you may be someone who had to steady yourself for the sudden and unexpected changes to your world that occurred as a result of the suicide of a loved one. You may not know where to start or whether you are experiencing all of the emotions connected to suicide grief. As you navigate these roads, you will find yourself facing different and sometimes intense emotions, punctuated with memories of your loved one and the impact they had on your life.
One of the things I know for sure is that grief happens, whether we are prepared for it or not, and whether there is room in our lives for it. It shows up in both predictable and unpredictable moments, in images and memories that simultaneously can bring joy and pain. Grief is a reflection of the connection we had to who (and what) has been lost. Allowing ourselves to grieve honors that connection. It is no different with suicide grief, and perhaps even more important that we allow our grief to happen.
Here are some other things I know for sure about suicide grief:
There are ways to practice self-care while grieving a suicide loss (and it’s important!)
Even though grief from a suicide loss can sometimes feel overwhelming, it is important to make sure that we do as much as we can to take care of our body’s basic needs as we grieve. Make sure to drink enough water, get some gentle daily exercise and sleep when you can. Ask others to help you so you can take a nap, get out for a walk in nature, or prepare some nutritious food, for example.
Grieving a suicide loss takes time. You don’t have to be “over” it.
Getting to a place in which your grief doesn’t feel as raw and painful as it does at first will take time. There’s no way (or no need) to rush it. We don’t get over the loss of a loved one to suicide, we get through it, and there is no set timetable for the emotions that occur.
Others will grieve differently than you, even when experiencing the same loss.
Human relationships are both unique and complex. Our experiences of suicide loss are a reflection of our individual relationships with our loved ones. No one on the planet had the exact relationship that you had with the person you lost. Let yourself grieve the way you need to.
You don’t have to have all of the answers to begin healing.
You may not know everything that contributed to your loved one’s death by suicide or how you will go on without them. You can still heal. Leave yourself open to what you may discover about yourself and your relationship with your loved one as time goes on. It’s okay to think differently about the loss as time passes. Healing can happen whether the path is clear or not.
Grieving can be exhausting. Take time to rest and recharge.
Days, when our grief is particularly difficult, can physically feel like we have run a marathon. This can be especially true on days in which you have been more present with your grief (such as those in which you share your feelings in a suicide loss support group or a therapy appointment). Build in some time for rest and recovery during these days by asking those around you to help lessen your daily loads, such as help with errands or other tasks. People often want to help after a suicide loss, but may not know exactly what would be helpful to you.
Your grief is not a burden. It is an expected reaction to lose.
We grieve because we experience love and connection. No need to apologize for your grief or your changing emotions in response to losing your loved one to suicide.
It’s okay to say their name, even if others can’t right now.
Say their name, even if you are the only one that can in the moment. Doing so also helps others to know that it’s okay to talk about the person who has died by suicide and that you want to do that. Sharing stories and memories can be healing.
There are resources out there to support you in your grief. There is a community of suicide loss survivors who want to support you as you grieve.”
If an unfortunate and heartbreaking incident like suicide does occur, it is important to have a professional cleaning team like Valor to come and disinfect and clean the area. Cleaning a situation like this yourself can lead to long-term trauma and if not properly cleaned, the area can spread infectious diseases and bloodborne pathogens to the greater community. Please reach out to Valor if you need our services at 855-476-4911.